Sick day! P.S Doing Much Better

I stayed home today because I was sick. Even though I have been sick these past couple of days I wanted to make sure I get better for Thanksgiving because my niece is going to be there and she's a baby. Its weird because I'm excited for Thanksgiving and scared. Excited because I'll get to see my family, but afraid of all the horrible calories I'll be forced to eat :(

Today was much better! Since I didn't go to school today, which was fun. My cousin came over and we talked to people on facebook! I ended up talking to a 9th grader. I gave him a new nickname, "Fuck Buddie" ha ha. Not that I would do that with him anytime soon. I'm a virgin and gonna be one for awhile.

Enough about the garbage that is my life. I would like to thank Cora for her comment, I agree purging is an awful feeling! But at the same it gives me a moment, a very short moment of peace at mind. Its a feeling I also get when I cut. I know, I know! I'm a crazy bitch. A fact I accepted back when I was in fifth grade(which was probably too young to). But again thank you Cora! It feels great to get a comment and know that someone is actually reading my blog.

Also while on facebook,Nikki(http://letters-from-ana.blogspot.com/ ), updated her status about food-porn. Which of course I didn't understand what that was. So she told me it was a type of thinspo where instead of eating food you look at pictures at it. She told me it works so I'm gonna try it out latter. I think she said it was on prettythin.com. I thought it would be interesting to share.

Here's my calories intake for today:
3sugar free chocolate puddings- 180cals.
4cups of water-0cals.
2cups of diet coke-0cals.
Medicine-0cals.
Total intake:180cals.

Goal-500 calories
So yeah, I meet my goal, first day of ABC's is passed!
That's it for today except for the wonderful thinspo video by Nikki, with one of my favorite Paramore songs. :)


Happy or sad, rich or poor, its better being thin!
<3Mimi<3