*I should do this to myself*
I didn't get any sleep last night. So I went to school tired out of my mind. When I got home I crashed and didn't wake up until dinner. Then my dad shoved food down my throat and wouldn't let me near the bathroom after. God, this day fucking sucks!
Wednesday I start the ABC's, so I have one more day to make sure I get my shit in line. I'm going to try to fast tomorrow as a make up for screwing up to day. Honestly the ABC's should be easier cause its a structured diet. So I won't have be guessing shit, when left to make my own decision I tend to mess up.
Sorry this post is whinny anyone out there who is reading this. On the plus side I found an unopened bottle of diet pills my mom left from when she was here. That means another month before I have to figure out how to get more. Tomorrow shall be a better day! :)
Love you to the bones,
Mimi
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