Sorry! Thats it!
I was reading Seventeen today(April issue) and they were talking about an eating disorder called binge eating disorder(BED). And I'm pretty sure I have it! So I went from Ana to BED.
That just sucks.
Truthly I rather have Ana than BED. They both make me feel horid and are bad for my body,but. . .Ana makes me THIN! So has this happened to anyone else. If so how do you go back?
Tommorrow's a fasting day or I'm going to start the ABC's again, any tips? Is anyone out there? Help please? I need help I'm so useless! But I love you all who evere you are that might read this.
By the way I met a boy! I think he's almost perfect for me(beggers can't be choosers). I tell you all about him later.
Just as my title states I'm tired. Goodnight lovely people I love you!
Rich or poor, Happy or sad. Its better thin!
<3Mimi <3
~Oh and p.s. thanks for the comment Joanna. I need one. I think tommorrow on the ABC's will be easy. The weekend s always are for me.~
I've often switched between Ana and BED... the only way to get back is find some way to get determined not to eat. I always found some reason of not letting myself go into the kitchen. Something else that helps is thinking of really fat people, and telling yourself that only those really fat people eat that food that you're about to binge on. Picture a 300 lb person plunging their meaty fist into that cake and you'll most likely lose your desire for it. Hang in there, darling. I know you can do it!
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